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Gasping for breath like a goldfish out of water                     

Lynne Preece

I am a 46 yr old mother of three teenagers, been smoking since I was approx 14 yrs old, was told I had asthma 20 odd yrs ago, still kept smoking, found it hard to breathe for many many yrs, couldn't keep up with the kids etc, but still kept on puffing... was told I had Emphseyma Xmas 2001, still kept smoking although tried to quit or cut down. But as usual kept smoking thinking NOTHING will happen to me, not ME. Then in Xmas 2003 living in a small caravan with my 14 yr old daughter I had pains in my right shoulder and pain in my ribs under my right arm. Thinking nothing about it I rubbed Deep Heat, still the pain got worse, then I had horrible pains in my chest, pains like bad heartburn... trying quickies etc I became a little worried and my daughter kept wanting to call the ambulance but I said it was OK, it was only heartburn and as I had been helping someone move house the day before I thought the pains in my shoulder was from lifting or cleaning etc. 

But these pains got worse! and the chest was burning... then all of a sudden I was gasping for breath like a goldfish out of water. Daughter called the ambos, as we had no phone she had to go to the office phone, I was thinking the whole time she was gone that this was IT, I was dead for sure, I couldn't breathe, I was gasping for every breath, my daughter came back and screamed when she saw me and someone else came in, she was on the phone to the ambos, she just took one look and ran outside. I thought I must look a mess, I looked down at my hands and they were deathly white, then I remembered I thought I needed the toilet and with that thought I knew I was in BIG trouble. The ambos came and later at the hospital they had to put a tube in. I was told I was very lucky, if it hadn't been for my daughter I would not be here today, she saved my life and saw things no child should see, she saw her mother near to death, she was a frightened girl for a long time and still is, she is terrified it might happen again and so am I!

The Doctors told me I had " Phneumothorax", my lung had collapsed as I only have 50% in one lung and 30% in the other, the lung that collapsed was the one with the 50% so all I had left was the 30% lung that wasn't doing much at all... needless to say I HAVE NOT and NEVER will touch another smoke in all my life, no way no how... I do not want to put my child through that again, nor do I want to ever go through that again either. But there is a chance that it will happen again and maybe many times, I don't know and nor do the doctors... it is on my mind daily and scares me. So anyone out there PLEASE don't do it, don't SMOKE ...........

 

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